i shldn't have told you. u didnt care all becos of tt asshole mistake..tell me i shldnt use com ltr and whatsoever....why shld i sacrifice for tt? u dont know abt my feeling bos firstly u don care. secondly, u don know my blog... i alr forgotten some of what i want t say but i will just post what i can rmb.. so continue. both of u, u make me wna die. this thought has came to me lots of times...i think if i really go die, i don think xiaolao u all could see me..but im scared of death..i think i got a little of you yu zhen(chinese hanyu pin yin)..i want to die a painless death. where i could just sleep peacefully and nvr wake up agn. i hope that when i die, it will be a peaceful death.
i really wonder if i don exist, i would not feel so miserable bcos of u 3 and me becoming making of hatred.. however, i i don exist, i wouldnt meet xiaolao, isabel, elene n nicole. and if i don born in this family, i wouldnt know my lovely grandma too..
i've cried lots of time bcos of this but i don wna ppl to know i've cried.